Thursday, April 9, 2009

6 month hiatus:

I'll be leaving my home for the next 6 months due to the following reasons:

-I have no job here and can't find one.

-My car was repossessed yesterday and I can't get it back. There is no way I can come up with over $10,000 in the next 15 days; short of robbing a bank. Plus, knowing my luck, I would get a bullet to the face instead of the money anyway.

-I have debt on top of my debt. My credit was already fucked before the repossession.

My concerns:

-Transferring my son to a new school. I don't think he'll take it well at all.

-Living with my parents. They are soul sucking forces that drive me to think unthinkable thoughts. If I end up stabbing my mother, please know that that cunt drove me to it. Crime of passion, not premeditation. Even though I'm discussing it now, I'm not planning it.

-My parents might lose their house.

-Being away from my boyfriend for 6 months. We've never been apart that long in the 5 1/2 years that we've been together. I'm worried we'll grow apart. Or rather, that he'll grow apart from me.

Regardless, I'll be gone til September.


Slider9012 said...

Just think of the move as an adventure! lol
I think everything will work out for you and your bf.

Love never dies. So... if he *does* move on, he never loved you in the first place.

i luv u tho

sarah said...

You just have to be positive about it or the great whole of depression will suck you in even further. Maybe a break will be good for you and Chris. While your gone he could realize that his life is nothing without you..blah blah. Or you will just miss each other alot. If you ever need a break from your parents while your here we are like 3 blocks away, and we always have some type of alcohol. ok this is more like a message then a comment...

sarah said...

"whole"? wow, i really should proof read before i post shit. hole